Little_Rowan

Bloodwork, man2, drug tests, physical, eye exam, mask fittings, Scrubs bought and 50 pages of paperwork DONE! I needs a nap : (

South NJ tomorrow afternoon, someone should get coffee with me

Ahhhh day of nothing!

So I thought I`d be clever too and take a picture of my clothes layed out to make it look like I was raptured.... and then I thought about it. There`s NO WAY my ass is getting into Heaven. Oh well, being bad is just too much fun.

That`s it! i`m sawing my fuckin arm off!!! I`d be so much cooler with a hook anyway

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FUCK doctors. 5 more vials of blood?! bastards think i`m a god damn bloodbank.

Vitimin M and some sangria is the perfect cure for blood loss : )

You know what? After some booze and time to think i`m changing my doctor. I`m tired of her judgements of me due to my appearance. She makes me freak the fuck out. Just because I look weird doesn`t mean there`s something wrong with my lifestyle. This will be an interesting phone call friday.

“I guess I just prefer to see the dark side of things. The glass is always half empty. And cracked. And I just cut my lip on it. And chipped a tooth.” Janeane Garofalo

Out of work and nothing to do, someone should text me for an adventure : )

SO the injection site on my arm is getting bigger.... the past two weeks i`ve been reverting back to my old angry teenage self circa 2000. Coincidence? I think not.

I hate it when i`m off and everyone else is working : /

"A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world," Oscar Wilde

"For, through the twilight sounds of crickets and sighing trees, a faint, surprising wisp of music came floating to them and all three turned toward it, toward the wood." - Natalie Babbitt, Tuck Everlasting, Ch. 4

Just put in an order for Obatala, Green Tree Viper and (for sparky) Snake Oil. Aaaand the waiting begins.

Will be in Toms River tomorrow, someone better text me for an adventure in the pm because really ya`ll are lame with all your plans : p

"All that is gold does not glitter, not all those who wander are lost..." J.R.R. Tolkien

Ahhhh freedom!!! Now to find something to do : )

Thank the gods for low cut shirts and the officers who give verbal warnings

How the hell do I have such hypocrite parents? I mean seriously?

"Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell." ~Edna St. Vincent Millay

When doctors keep you in the dark, google is NOT your friend.

You know what? fuck this being depressed bullshit. I`m going to take a shower, book and awsome dinner, clean my room and wait for the rain while reading an awesome book.

I need to move the fuck out, within the next few months if anyone knows of a cheap apt/room/niche ANYTHING please let me know.