Morecoco

I'm having a discontinued dilemma,hoping someone could help. I had dropped out of the Bpal loop for 3 years (made my first order since then last week).Anyhow, I was sifting through my many aged imps and fell madly in love with Dissapation. I was bummed when i found out that it had been long discontinued since my last affair with bpal. Any one have any suggestions?