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A confession

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I am all over the place tonight. So I have this horrible confession to make. I'm too embarrassed to make it on the forum, though I might as well be.

 

Everytime somebody dies, I resent my dad for still being alive. I don't have the energy to actively hate him, though when I think about it, I do.

 

I wonder if anyone will hurt when he dies.

 

Gah. This isn't productive. I need to get out of here for a bit.

 

I was going to postsecret that (with less words, of course), but I think I'll just leave it here.

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I have a good friend who felt the same way about her dad. I say "felt," because her dad died a couple of years ago. What I used to say to her, and it's applicable to you, is that it's terrible that a when a father causes such anguish in a child's life. And that they (the fathers) are too stupid or blind to realize that they have a really great daughter and they're missing out on a lot.

 

But even with all the words in the world, it still stinks to have a parent like that. :lol: to you.

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I have a good friend who felt the same way about her dad. I say "felt," because her dad died a couple of years ago. What I used to say to her, and it's applicable to you, is that it's terrible that a when a father causes such anguish in a child's life. And that they (the fathers) are too stupid or blind to realize that they have a really great daughter and they're missing out on a lot.

 

But even with all the words in the world, it still stinks to have a parent like that. ;) to you.

 

Thank you.

 

He actually has the most amazing daughter in the world, and two amazing sons. He is just too selfish to notice. (I :lol: my sister. She's 13 years older than me and just all around amazing.)

 

I have to admit that when you said "I say "felt," because her dad died a couple of years ago." I thought you might be heading towards a story about how he's still her father and it still hurts to lose him and not taking life for granted- so thank you, also, for not going in that direction.

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Not to make my friend sound cold, because she's not at all like that, but her father's death was a complete relief. Some people shouldn't be parents, and her father was one of them. As she likes to say, we all need family, but they need not be our relatives!

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Not to make my friend sound cold, because she's not at all like that, but her father's death was a complete relief. Some people shouldn't be parents, and her father was one of them. As she likes to say, we all need family, but they need not be our relatives!

 

I couldn't agree more with that sentiment... and that's sort of how I imagine it'll be when he does die. Just a relief.

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