It could be the time of year, but I've been feeling sad and unwanted the last couple of days.

Sadness comes from the fact, mostly, that my dad has sold my childhood home. I'm a little sad that I haven't been there since April 2005, and I won't see it before he sells it. And of course my mom's deathday (and birthday) coming up very soon makes me sad too.

The unwanted comes from wanting to go to various meet and sniffs, but not feeling like anyone really wants me to come.

Of course, not getting enough sleep and having to come to work on a Saturday leads to these feelings as well.