I wonder why I don't have any friends and no-one seems to like me?

Truthfully, I whine a lot more online than I do in real life, but I still seem to not be able to attract any friends at all.

If something happens to Todd, I'd have no-one, since my family doesn't really care either. I'm sure if I didn't make an effort to stay in touch, they'd never call me.

My cousin is even ditching me the weekend of my shower to go to a Tigers game, which really makes me sad. I'm not going to be able to come back to Michigan very often, and she decides that she would rather go watch a baseball game in Detroit than hang out with me. I know now why my bach. party was moved from Saturday night to Friday night.

Sorry, I'm just feeling very sick today, which makes me sad and depressed.