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sex dreams can be sad sometimes...

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littletingoddess

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I had a dream last night that has me a little depressed today. In my dream, I was making out with Brad, my crush. The guy I've had a crush on for almost a year and a half. And it was one of those dreams that seem so real. You can feel everything as if it was actually happening. When I woke up, I was exhilierated - as if I had actually been kissing him. But then I felt sad, because it was just a dream, and I know in reality he will probably never want me like that, and I'll never get a chance to kiss him like in that dream.

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Sweetie, never say never. I've had a crush on someone for 5 years (in varying degrees of throb-dom) and he recently let me know that he's felt exactly the same way for about 10 years. Huh? There were 5 years that I didn't get it? And sometimes just know the feeling was reciprocal is pretty damn awesome.

 

But I'd guess that your crush finds you awesome. :hug:

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Sweetie, never say never. I've had a crush on someone for 5 years (in varying degrees of throb-dom) and he recently let me know that he's felt exactly the same way for about 10 years. Huh? There were 5 years that I didn't get it? And sometimes just know the feeling was reciprocal is pretty damn awesome.

 

But I'd guess that your crush finds you awesome. :hug:

 

Thanks valentina. :) When you found out your crush has liked you so long, did you just want to scream "why didn't you tell me???" LOL

 

Life would be much easier if my crush wasn't so damn cute AND nice! He's actually the reason, sorta, I decided to try BPAL in the first place. With perfumes with names like Lust and Follow Me Boy, I knew I had to give them a try! LOL

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Actually, I think we both about flipped out, since we'd both been thinking we were the pathetic one with the crush and the other one was being kind of flirty and funny just for the jollies of it. We both have the ability to act terribly insouicant and sophisticated -- obviously we share defense mechanisms! So when he came clean and was so damn honest about it, I nearly peed my pants. And then when I said I felt the same way, he nearly hyperventilated.

 

So now we're so freaked out we have no idea what to do! :hug:

 

But if your crush put you on his "friends" list, he's obviously wanting to document that connection. Veeerrrry interesting! :)

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Actually, I think we both about flipped out, since we'd both been thinking we were the pathetic one with the crush and the other one was being kind of flirty and funny just for the jollies of it. We both have the ability to act terribly insouicant and sophisticated -- obviously we share defense mechanisms! So when he came clean and was so damn honest about it, I nearly peed my pants. And then when I said I felt the same way, he nearly hyperventilated.

 

So now we're so freaked out we have no idea what to do! :hug:

 

But if your crush put you on his "friends" list, he's obviously wanting to document that connection. Veeerrrry interesting! :)

 

That's got to be a great feeling, even though it's a little freaky right now! How did he end up coming clean?

 

It took Brad over a week from when I sent the friend request for him to add me, but he eventually did, so I'm hoping that it is a good sign. I go back to work tomorrow after a week off.. it'll be nice to see him again.

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